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Inspiration has been a bit hard to come by recently. (I apologize, but here's a new blog).

I sometimes wonder if what I'm working toward will pay off. You know the feeling, right? Will all the overtime you put in at your lame job be worth the vacation you're saving up for? Will the extra studying for your Calculus class be reflected in your exam grade? Will all your attempts at finding a soul mate eventually lead you to a life of happiness and romance? I've been thinking a lot about all this and the idea of destiny vs. action. Are our lives meant to play out the way it is regardless of our feeble human attempts to achieve what we want? Or is it driven solely by the person's determination to reach their goals? I'm stuck somewhere in between those two realms. Nevertheless, I'm still going to dream.