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secret #3:

I don't want to die.

And not for the reasons you think. Well, 

maybe for the reasons you think. I can't

accept the fact that my death will be of no

real importance to the world. There are more

people who have died than there are who

are currently alive. Imagine that. I'll just

be one of the billions who disappear from

the earth. Secondly, what if there's nothing

on the other end? What if I simply die,

and everything just turns black and

that is the end? Or worse, what if there is

truly a Heaven and a Hell? Undoubtedly,

I'm headed toward the latter. Eternal

darkness would be a better outcome

than that.